so, to end everything on a negative note, my dance performance was awful tonight.
one thing i would like to know is how did i go from being so dazed to being so fucking jaded.
i was called "intense" today.
you know, it used to be when you didn't have any friends in real life, you had online friends. well i don't have either. and i am beginning to despise everything i love, and my patio doesn't even look real to me. yes, that makes no sense.